Podcast Episode One: Standing On The Ledge
Tag: fiction
After the Candle
What Silence Hides Content note / disclaimer: This post discusses suicide, grief, and warning signs surrounding the death of a friend. It is a personal reflection based on my own memories and understanding of events, not a clinical assessment of anyone involved and not an attempt to assign responsibility for another person's death. Some details … Continue reading After the Candle
A Candle for the Unfinished Goodbyes
Later today, I am going to light a candle. Brandon “Gypsy” Birch. Brendan Roche. Brendan Myers. Chris Benson. Lisa Rondeau. “Parsnip” Thomas. And there are others whose names I know are there, somewhere in the back of my head, refusing to come forward at this particular moment. That bothers me a little, but perhaps it … Continue reading A Candle for the Unfinished Goodbyes
The Next Step Is Not Another Book
Standing on the Ledge now has 57 subscribers. That is not a huge number by internet standards. Nobody is calling me from a publishing empire, I have not become an influencer, and I am reasonably certain there are house cats with larger online followings. But that number means something to me because this whole thing … Continue reading The Next Step Is Not Another Book
The Ring That Wasn’t There
It has been a strange day. At some point today, without thinking about it, I found myself fiddling with a wedding ring that no longer exists. I was turning it with my thumb, feeling the texture of the metal against my finger. I could almost hear the faint clink as it moved. For a moment, … Continue reading The Ring That Wasn’t There
What the Ledge Became
Standing on the Ledge — A Reflection on the Entire Body of Work A reflection on collapse, recovery, agency, systems, communication, power, and what remains after the entire archive is viewed as one developing body of work. When I began Standing on the Ledge, I did not have a framework. I had a collapse. I … Continue reading What the Ledge Became
The System Behind the Ledge
When I first began writing Standing on the Ledge, I was not thinking about organizational behaviour, workplace psychology, or management theory. I was trying to understand what had happened. I was trying to make sense of how a person could work, sacrifice, adapt, carry responsibility, and continue showing up, only to find themselves standing at … Continue reading The System Behind the Ledge
The Post Closure Card: How to Finish Without Reopening the Wound
Reader's Moment There is a strange danger in writing from pressure. The post begins with honesty. Then the honesty opens another door. Then another. Then the old wound gets invited back into the room, the argument restarts, the memory sharpens, the body tightens, and what was supposed to become a piece of work becomes a … Continue reading The Post Closure Card: How to Finish Without Reopening the Wound
Walking the Ledge Is Now Live
We are pleased to announce that Walking the Ledge, by Kevin McLaughlin / Lugh Sulian, has gone live and is now available for order. This work continues the larger Standing on the Ledge project: part personal narrative, part field manual, and part practical toolkit for moving from collapse toward agency. To obtain a copy of … Continue reading Walking the Ledge Is Now Live
Submitted to KDP: Walking the Ledge Has Left My Desk
Reader’s Moment: There is a strange kind of quiet that comes after you finally press submit. Not victory fireworks. Not collapse. Just quiet. The thing that lived in drafts, revisions, edits, margins, page numbers, cover files, tools, protocols, late-night decisions, and second guesses has now left your desk and entered the next room. Tonight, Walking … Continue reading Submitted to KDP: Walking the Ledge Has Left My Desk
