My Morning Adventure: A Journey of Self-Reflection

Hey there, Standing on the Ledge, how are we today?

So, today is a wonderful snowy March 19th, and it is about 3:20 in the morning, and I am on my way home from the new second job.

Which is good. That part is good. That puts me back up to working about 40 hours a week, which I will absolutely take. That is a good thing.

So I get, I do not know, maybe about 75% of the way home, and then all of a sudden I get that thought.

Did I forget something?

Now, I do not think I did. I really do not think I did. But I might have.

And it is nothing major. Nothing huge. I had moved two mats so I could clean underneath them. Fairly heavy rubber mats, maybe around 32 inches by 4 feet-ish, something like that. Heavy enough that you notice moving them.

And then somewhere on the drive home it hits me that maybe, just maybe, I moved them and did not move them back.

And then you know how that goes.

You start doing that little argument with yourself.

Do I just risk it and go home?

Do I just assume I already did it and stop overthinking it?

Or do I turn around and go all the way back just to make sure?

And because this is a new job, and because I just started it, and because I do not need anybody thinking, well, if he is forgetting little things like that, what else is he forgetting? … back to work I go.

Lovely.

So, yep, add another hour and a half-ish onto the day. Because apparently that is what we are doing now.

But honestly, I would rather go back and know than go home and sit there wondering about it. Because once that thought gets in your head, that is it. It is there. It is not going anywhere. You are not relaxing. You are not settling down. You are just sitting there second-guessing yourself.

So back to work I go.

And that was my little adventure for the morning.

Other than that, things are going pretty well.

I have been doing some restructuring on the site, especially around the free page. If you check out the free link above, you will see what I am working toward. It is still a work in progress, but I am getting there. I am probably around 75% done. Maybe 90%, depending on the day, the hour, and how nice I am being to myself about it.

But it is coming along.

What I am putting up there is a whole bunch of free material for you. Quick cards, worksheets, protocols, that sort of thing. Just a minor sampling of the stuff that is meant to help get you through Phase 0 through Phase 4.

Because I want this place to be useful. Not just a place where I get on here and talk. I want there to be actual things people can use. Stuff you can come back to. Stuff you can print off, look at, work through, keep nearby when life gets messy and your head is all over the place.

So, anyway, this is really just a check-in post.

Nothing major. Just touching base. Letting y’all know how things are going over here, and hoping things are going alright wherever you are too.

That is about it.

That is all for now.

Okay. Godspeed.